real life sure is hard sometimes!!

Monday I start my real job so that means I’m gonna have to do stuff and it’ll take a lot of time. Which is good and bad I guess. I wasn’t really doing a whole lot with the time so I suppose I am now being exponentially more useful than before!

I dunno if it’s something I’m really looking forward to. it should be obviously it’s kind of important and all of that but I almost feel like it’ll be a disconnect in everything else and there’s new people and sometimes new people are difficult. Hopefully not but it’s sort of just what can happen and you can’t really do a whole lot about it? I don’t know where I’m really going with that really. I guess it is kind of nerves.

funny, I was nervous if I’d even get the job too. I’m actually kind of surprised. But apparently this guy I know who I got to know because we both have the same Dirk sunglasses knows him or something and mentioned me positively! apparently he is one of those people who is good at that. that’s another thing, too! I am apparently his soon to be cousin in law (is that a thing?? do people actually call people cousin in law? these are the sort of things i wonder about).  Just funny how life works out that way, isn’t it?

I wonder if I’ll end up changing this to noble flower river dweller when the time comes…

/rant